Getting ready for Ian to go back to work. Reflecting on being a stay at home mom who kind of works. Digestion issues. Going out the house. Birthday party. and more.

The end of the first 40 days.

Only 1 day left.

I remember seeing her sit staring at nothing. Staring, but you could see she wasn't taking in her environment. When people spoke to her she responded in short sentences and didn't make conversation the way I knew her to. I wondered if she was just tired, or maybe still in pain from giving birth. But now I know... today I was that person sitting staring at nothing.